child of chaos (pony and kolath)

The shock of it all was the only advantage she had at this point. He growled deeply looking back into her blood red eyes with a unwavering gaze. “What!? What is it now that you want Kiya?! You didn’t have enough of seeing the pain you caused me?” he growled again taking a moment to dig through his mind to pull out the words of power he had been taught waiting for the time to use them.

"I did not come back for any reason but to show you what I could have done to you then and why I left you think I enjoyed the pain yours was no more than mine. I hurt too" She said coldly she backed away slightly still holding him up to the wall her eyes flashed brighter as she lost more control over what she was doing the force started to tighten around his throat soon a ring of fire formed around his neck she lifted her head higher as her eyes glowed brighter "you say had nothing left for me with you if you had ever cared for me feelings like that don't just go away you are just angry and bitter and have buried your feelings away you hide from them like a coward. at least I didn't from my feelings I ran from the chance of me doing this right here. but since this seems to be the only way to show you what I was afraid of perhaps I have no choice." she snarled a pair of great red leathery wings emerged from her back her skin grew paler, her ears became more pointed and her nails grew longer and hardened and her canines extended "is this what you imagine you only saw me as this timid little girl you had no idea what was inside me" she said softly she walked up and back handed him "at least when I pushed you away I was thinking of some one other than myself. That and at least I didn't lie about my feelings" she glared at him "you are worse than me I am not your enemy nor do I wish to be I jsut want you see and understand why I left despite what I really wanted."

He growled having expecting something like this. He had learned a lot about who she was and just what she was capable of in his time apart from her. There was no fear in his face, no surprise this is what he had learned about her. “I know why you left. I spent years learning what you were and why you would leave me like that. You want to know why I am so mad.” He growled right into her face, “You never came back,” he almost spat at her, “and when finally you did you didn’t even know me. I know your powers you could have easily figured out who I was had you cared enough too.”

"I could have but since you seem to know so much about me you should also know I conserve energy because if I use too much of it I can lose consciousness. I only use my powers if I have to. You don't think I wanted to come find you? I came to the outside of that town where I left you at least fifty times since I left then I would turn back because I knew you weren't there. I stopped looking because I didn't know where to start. I didn't recognize you in the forest because we both have changed and I had tried to shut away the memory because I had realized I wasn't going to find you and I was only trying to keep from causing myself more pain. The instant you stepped out of that tree I had no choice but to remember you but I doubted it so I tried to reject it but I quickly realized it had to be you. I did not want the next time we met to be a fight I wanted to hold you and apologize for leaving I had imagined in my dreams that you would forgive me and then return that hold now I have more control so I won't be as likely to hurt or kill you. That's all I wanted was that control so you would be safe...from me. But now you are nothing like the man I dreamed about now you are bitter and angry having forgotten how much we meant to each other. some times the best thing to do for the one you love is letting them go only to return when the time is right" she said softly. "you never understood what its like not to have hardly any control over your actions, now I have the control I needed to be able to be around people that created strong feelings in me. but when we met again all you did was reject me. You told me there was nothing left of you that was for me. YOu have no idea how much that hurt me I never told you that you couldn't have my heart in fact I never took it back until you tossed it to me mangled in the forest." she said softly.

He shook his head, “Those are all excuses, you could have found me had you really wanted too. I know you could have tracked me even after all those years and I came back to that village enough that you could easily have found my scent. The truth is you didn’t want to.” He said nearly spiting the words at he. “And you ripped my heart from me crushed it and then laughed before running away. “ he just hung there still seething with the ace up his sleeve waiting for the time he really needed to use it.

His words stung her "you have no idea what I have been through I quit looking for this reason right here I knew you would do this though it was nothing that I wanted I never wanted to any of this." she said she closed her eyes for a brief moment clenching her teeth in pain. Her shoulder blades shift a pair of black leathery wings started to rip through her skin she grabbed him and threw him against the opposing wall like toy. She dropped to the floor crying out in pain he had forced her first complete shift her skin grew thicker and paler. She stayed there for a brief moment she grabbed him by the throat holding him against the wall "you have shown me how you truly feel. I mean nothing to you just like always and now I have no choice but to close the memory of you out of my head you mean nothing to me either. I hate you for doing this to me I worked hard to learn this control so I would not do this to you but now it doesn't matter to me" She carried him by the throat out back to an underground shelter and walked inside sealing the door. "I loved you once but never again will I do that. You have made me colder than I have ever been and I hate you for that" she threw him against the wall as hard as she could. "I never meant anything to you it was the idea that made you think you wanted me. Now get out you are nothing to me now this is the only time I will allow you to leave like this next we meet I will kill you for what you have done to me" she lifted her hand and unlatched the door letting it open "I loved you once more than you could even begin to understand you are all I dreamed of since the day I left but not anymore. You have hurt me and I will not allow it to happen again " she ran out past him jumping into the air taking to the sky she raised her hands in the air destroying a large building as she left. She was broken completely broken. She flew through the air lighting fires to the forest. Since she could not have the only things she'd ever wanted she was going to make sure everyone else's happiness died with hers.