the hatred of love (pony and raven)

"hmm well I guess we are just goign to have to find other places for you to go as well." She said softly and smiled and chalking her cue and waiting for him to make his move she pulled off her jacket revealing a dark brown tank top. She was more comfortable like this. She knew she didn't have that much body too her with being mostly flat chested and and flat stomach but it rarely bothered her she figured any guy worth having would except her the ways he was.

He chalked up his cue and then broke, it was sloppy break but he hadn't shot pool in a good long time. On occasion he glanced up to look at her shirt, she didn't seem to have much in the chest area, in fact it only looked as though she had an a cup sized bra. After his shot he stood back and waited for her to take hers. He noticed that when she leaned over the table to take her turn it appeared that she had more in the chest region, though he really did try and keep his eyes away.

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The night two months ago was amazing he couldn't stop thinking about it, and it only lead him to mentally fight with himself to ask her out. For the past month he argued about how he wasn't ready to even kiss another girl let alone take one out. But finally he had asked her or, well he was going to just as soon as she came over. He was still conflicting with himself but it was over a different reason. He loved Lynn so much but within the first month of knowing Alex, she had convinced him that it was time to move on and it was something Lynn would have wanted him to do. He couldn't think of anyone better to ask the Alex, he only hoped it wouldn't ruin their relationship as friends.

Alex had pulled on a long sleeved black top the hung just about and inch from her shoulder on each side so it wouldn't fall she wore a pair of wideleg jeans the top stopping about inch above the top of her jeans. Her long wavy black hair flowing down her back she dashed up the stairs to his apartment and knocked on the door waiting for him to answer. She hoped she would never lose him as a friend he had been such a good friend to her.

He could hardly think it was her birthday, or at least he thought it was. If he told her so to find out it would ruin everything. He was pretty sure it was and that's why he was going to ask her out tonight. He opened the door not completely dressed. His shirt was off showing that he was well built under those somewhat baggy shirts he wore all the time. "Hey come on in I'm just finishing up." He said walking back into his bedroom. She had been in there a few times before they had even fallen asleep together. They had found themselves cuddled together when they woke up which had caused him to blush deeply. "I wanted to ask you something but I'm not exactly cleaned up all the way yet for today."

She smiled and walked in she blushed seeing him like this it looked like he worked out as much as she did, "hey maybe we should go to my gym together sometime. and take your time I got all day." She said softly she sat down on his bed quietly waiting for him, she wanted to tell him about her family but couldn't bring herself to for fear of ruining what they had.

"We could do that but I don't really go to the gym. One of Lynn's family members, I think her uncle has a membership to the gym here in town." He put a shirt on, one that was tighter then normal. "I was thinking we could go out tonight and do something anything you feeling up for tonight? Movie, dinner, you know something for your birthday."

Alex smiled and blushed pausing for a long moment before speaking "are you asking me on a date?" she asked softly looking up at him as she stood up walking over to him. "you don't have to take me out for my birthday I would be happy just to spend it with you." she said softly makign eye contact with him for a brief moment. "I know a little place in town where we can pick out our meal they give us the supplies and we make it ourselves hardly any one goes there anymore. That might be fun."

"Only if I get to cook it all." He said smiling. He seemed to do that more often around her. He walked back into the bathroom attached to his bedroom and sprayed on some cologne. It was the same kind she had bought him a few weeks before for his birthday, so he figured she liked it other wise he wouldn't have been given it. He walked out and took her hand. "The night is early should we drive or walk there?"

She smiled and blushed when he took her hand "but still haven't answered my question." she said softly and smiled she looked outside "lets walk shall we" she said softly. She looked up at him shyly she hoped this was a date she liekd him a lot and cared for him very much he was the one who had made her happiest so far.

He raised her hand up to his lips and kissed it. Okay not exactly romantic, but an answer none the less. He opened the door and lead her out it locking it behind him. "I think I'm ready to start moving on, but it'll take time for me to get used to everything again. I'm sorry if I'm not that great for the first few weeks." He said softly putting his right arm around her waist.

"you have been great to me since we first met except the first couple times" she said softly she blushed deeply when he kissed her hand his arm felt nice around her it reminded her of how they had fallen asleep together so many times, she liked it when he held her. "perhaps we can watch a movie at your place after." she whispered.

He wanted to kiss her now, but he fought off the urge. He had to fight off the urge while he cooked her dinner. "It's ready Alex." He called from his kitchen into his bedroom. He plated her meal and set it on the night stand next to his bed. "Alright now after dinner you can choose weather or not you get your gift after or before the movie." He kissed her hand once more before leaving the room to get his plate.

Alex grabbed her plate and smelled it, it smelled delicious but she waited for him to join her, this was turning out to be a great birthday so far it made her happy the man she had always wanted was making her dinner for her birthday and that meant the world to her. He could never begin to understand how much this all meant to her. When he came back she started eatign "this is delicious" she said smiling, she chatted with him a bit then got up after she had finished setting her plate in the sink. She started heading back to the room he passed her ont he way to do the same with his plate when he came back they were in the hallway she rested her hand gently on his chest leaning in like she was going to kiss him.

He looked at her but turned his head to where she hit his cheek. "I'm sorry Alex. I..." He sighed and lifted her into the air pinning her to the wall. "I want to do it." He said before quickly lean his head up kissing her lips. He had conflicted with himself all last month he had wanted to so badly but he wanted to be sure he could give her everything. There was only one thing that he was left with and that was intimacy, that would have to take both of them talking about it to work out.

Alex blushed the instant his lips touched hers she let her eyes fell closed she moved one hand to gently touch his cheek, she felt so strange and nice to her she liked his dominance he showed with her. It told her that he had feelings for her as she did him. She pushed a bit into the kiss not wanting it to stop. She had never been kissed like this before.

Kole's hands ran up her sides as his tongue ran over her lips. He had been trying to hide his feelings for so long, but he couldn't anymore. He hoped Lynn would forgive him, he was falling for Alex as he had for Lynn years ago. His lips reluctantly pulled away from her only to start kissing her neck. His hands lightly running over her chest though he was only moving over it to rub her collar bone.

Alex blushed even more the way he was kissing her it felt so nice and the way he touched her was driving her crazy she ran her hand down his back, she kissed his neck as well showing jsut how much she cared for him. she caressed the other side of his neck with her hand only letting her mind wander further than this moment here.

He carried her into his bedroom and laid her down on the bed. His hands roaming over the front of her body as his lips kissed everywhere from her lips to her collar bone. He kissed her over and over rubbing her sides his hands sliding under her shirt to touch the bare skin underneath it.

Alex slid her hands down his body pulling off his shirt and tossed it aside kissing his chest softly as she ran her hands down his chest to the brim of his pants undoing them and sliding them down with her feet she rolled them over pulling away and going to the bathroom pulling off her own shirt and pants leavign her in only her bra and panties she came back out and crawled on top of him kissing him deeply.

Kole's hands pulled her against his body kissing her deeper. His hands running up and down her bare back over her ass. He felt better and did find that he had been missing alot in life from his two year long grieving of Lynn's death. He still missed her but he knew it was time for him to move on, and he had to thank Alex for that. If she hadn't come along and showed kindness to his barbed wall of defense then he would most likely still be drinking every night in the bar. He moved his hands up to her back unhooking her bra his lips kissing down to suck on her collar bone.

She slid her hands down his chest pulling down his boxers and kicking them down as she gently caressed him she herself had been neglected for a long time even when she was with some one none of them could have ever compared to him. She rolled her body lightly against his lustfully as she kissed and nipped at his neck playfully.

He rolled over laying her on her back as his lips wrapped around her left nipple sucking on it. His hands lightly but slowly ran down the front of her body pulling the last piece of clothing off. He couldn't completely pull them off since his arms were long enough but they were slid down enough for his body to touch hers as his lips moved back up to kiss her lips. His heart beating rapidly in his chest his lips kissing hers while his tongue took a soft lick at them.

Alex couldn't believe how this was all happening slid her leg up to his side letting him feel the soft smooth flesh as she parted her lips lightly flicking her tongue across his, every time he touched her it felt like fire trailed across her skin she wanted him but would stop if he wanted to but she really just wanted to spend the night snuggled up close to him liek she had so many times before.

His hands ran over her side holding her close to him. There was definitely something there more then friendship, she was her own person but alike Lynn in a bunch for ways. His lips moved back down to her collar bone sucking on the same spot he had before hoping to leave a slightly noticeable mark that her friends might see. He moaned softly as his hands continue to play with her flesh. "Alex." he moaned again softly kissing her lips.

Alex moaned softly she pressed her hips against his wrapping one of her legs around him holding him close he was driving her wild "Kole" she whispered panting softly in his ear she was cravign him wanting to feel him for the first time. She felt like they were so much a like they seemed to truly understand eachother.